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*-* I want to be remembered as the girl who could brighten everyone else's day even when she couldn't brighten her own *-*
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Well well well....Let's see what to say well homeboy invited me and Joy to a kegger tonight at the frat. But I dunno if I really even wanna go b/c I am not a beer person PLUS I think it might mess up things with *u KnOW wHo* and I am trying hard to fix that whole entire situation..But I do wanna have some fun I might hit up Janie's with Kim and Adrienne...but that is a big maybe ya know? If we dont go to the kegger maybe Joy and I will go to some raleigh clubs tonight or something, or maybe I should not go newhere 2night so going somewhere for 2morrow night would be better looking in my mom's eyes. I dont know 2morrow night man I am nervous and excited and at the same time a lil apprehensive about it....why u ask? b/c I havent quite figured out what is up with *u KnoW whO* so 2morrow night might not happen...or it might!!! Either way I am nervous about the whole thing. I hope it goes exactly like I am hoping it will so I dont get dissappointed but then that means I gotta say adios to *mR MaN* forever. But it is a good trade off for what I'd be getting in return...THIS IS GHETTO...I talked to Alysha about her Frank drama and guess what a new guy is talking to her...UH OH! That girl could use a lil happiness in her life I mean for goodness sakes man..Jenny and I gotta go Prom dress searching this weekend but I already know what it is I am wearing...yup! Now just gotta figure out if *u KNow whO* is gonna be going to prom with me ohhh I hope he does...I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! So adorable...He is soooo kissable, and all those other things. The whole Prom thing should be fun b/c afterwards we got the beach house in Myrtle and man I got gr8 plans for it...I need to go tanning 2 dont I? Well I know I do Jenny and I have decided to start going after school up until Prom. Back 2 the whole *u KnOW wHo* drama..he and I dont have drama...not anymore really it's mostly trying to figure out what we are and to not listen to bullshit from ppl well cya