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Write a bit about yourself here...My name is amanda and I love my boyfriend of 3 years....my puppy and my future doctorate. I love the killers and I hate biatches

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4:54 p.m. on 2003-03-01

Kat: I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick-- it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - - not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all.

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Ok it is Saturday and so far my day has just pissed me off. You know those days the ones where u have like a set plan in ur head of EXACTLY how it is going to go and then BAM BAM BAM it gets fucked up....OOOOHhhhhKKKKaaaaYYY well that is how today has been for me. Last night I totally didnt get to go where I wanted. Instead the drunk ppl came to my house, I HATE MY HOUSE...why in the hell do I want to spend a Friday night somewhere I dont wanna be? Well apparently these ppl thought it was genious to take their drunk selves over to bother me. How sweet...I mean dont get me wrong I love them to death but honestly the drunken slurring and stumbling was just a bit 2 much for me last night. I woke up this morning and my house was freezing and of course my mom the ICE QUEEN gave me hell to put the heat on...Then I decided I was gonna call Joy and then Joy and I were talking and we realized a sad thing....THE GAY GUYS GET MORE ASS THEN WE DO!!!!!!!!! I am deeply disturbed by this new knowledge...I then was like hmm....and thought about it over a bowl of Alfredo Penne and basically I realized I just dont got it like them gay dudes...Ha ha ha. Well then *mR mAn* called up he apologized for being a bitch to me last night...I was like ok I accept but seriously dont be talking no drunk smack to me again. He agreed. If u are feeling left out let me just recap...*last night* Joy and James and the crew came over and wanted me to go to that party thing and I was like nah and then *mR mAn* told me all week I seemed distracted like I didnt want to chill with him and then gave me some lip about *U knOW whO* and I was like I really dont need to hear about it tonight and then he gave me a hug and a kiss and told me he knew why I was distracted and then he whispers, "You know I care more about u" I was glad he left b/c that got on my nerves no doubt. Then when they came back he was drunk and starting saying that I should quit talking to *u KnoW whO* and then I threw them out of my house. First off my reship with *U knOW wHo* has more issues than playboy. I know deep down (well not so deep down) who I want to be with and I dunno he is still getting his mess 2gether. ANOTHER THING! What the fuck is with bitchy guys dont trip until u hear this..How is a guy gonna give another guy an ultimatium man to that guy *FUCK YOU* I usually try not to be mad but that one got me pissed off through next week. Next week I wanna skip, I dunno I gotta talk to *u KnOW whO* about that. OHHHHH yeah 2 of my friends got together last night and that was cool...and then my best friend got drunk and threw up and then went to my arch enemies house...ha ha ha well this day is driving me crazy b/c *u KnoW whO* is coming to the ville and I am starting to wonder if maybe my intuition is wrong....but I hope it isnt oh yeah nebody know of a parental free house for the night...well write more after I talk to *u Know WhO*