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ur mom
I find you very attractive. Your assertiveness tells me that you feel the same way about me. But ritual remains that we must do a series of platonic actions before we can have intercourse. But all I really want to do is have sex with you as soon as possible.
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GOD it has been forever since I have been able to get onto the site...it's been down for a good long minute and I barely remember the whole week....DAMN U DIARYLAND!!! That is quite alright though I will simply work with what my mind remembers but I am a blonde so this could take a while. BUT let's begin. I left off all sad about my b/f because he was all sad. WELL he isnt sad anymore. All of my worrying is over. He and I are alright. He is the best, sweetest most caring sexy boyfriend in the whole wide world I love him soooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!! I am home by myself right now and I want him to come over *hee hee* I am in the mood to kiss him all over...Yeah I know yall are like enough of that right?? *LoL* Yo thursday didnt work out I was mad as hell. Actually there were a lot of things including an underlying feeling Nick's mom was gonna come home. I wasnt the only one who felt it. Jenny did too. I am telling yall I am psychic, my strange feelings usually come true. I am glad we didnt go thursday I got a feeling we wouldve gotten caught. But now we had to rearrange plans and I got mad shit from Nick. He said us going to his house is a gift and I owe him something. Now I think he is a real peach for letting us go to his house...BUT he volunteered it. So technically it isnt a gift *he wants something in return* and we dont owe him shit b/c HE VOLUNTEERED and in turn waivered all rights to bitch. See he wants to get his tongue pierced and we were all cool with it at first but then he threw other people into the plans and that set me off. B/C Nick wouldnt be driving. It would be Jenny, Myself and Jase. And he has the nerve to invite ppl!!! Now yeah it is his house HOWEVER it is my car and his strange friends arent fucking going in it. Jenny said the same thing. And so his friends have no ride and I plan on keeping it that way. I am not being selfish here *I dont think* Then he did the unthinkable....HE ASKED TO BORROW MY CAR...IS HE FUCKING CRAZY?!?!?!?! He must be b/c I dont let anyone touch my car not even my folks. He even asked could I see if Jase would let him borrow his car...UMM HOW ABOUT NO!!!! That is such a ridiculous request it doesnt warrant a response at all. Nick can be a good person but he is soooooo self centered. I mean he doesnt have a license and he cant drive good and I dont trust him with my car plain and simple. I feel like a heinous bitch saying that but he really frustrates me b/c he only cares about himself. I myself dont mind driving but I am always the one to do it and honestly I get fucking tired of taxiing ppl around it isnt my job and I am in deep shit with my mom so he needs to make like a kitkat and give me a break. Jenny doesnt wanna drive b/c her dad checks the mileage....Nick needs to realize not all ppl are like his mom b/c if my mom caught me stealing the car she'd beat me so I couldnt walk for a month I think that is what he needs. Then again he got hit and then bragged that his mom hit him. A lot of ppl think he is a poser and dont like him. In general I do like him I just think he needs to look through something other than rose colored shades. Like I remember he talked about how he smoked weed all the time and one day Kim pulled out a bag and Nick said, "What is that?" now even the most novice smoker knows that is..WEED...so we didnt buy his I smoke act at all. But he smoked anyways...I dunno I just wish he wouldnt try to impress ppl so hard b/c u dont know the real Nick, unless that is the real Nick and if so that guy needs a wakeup call. Like last Night he wanted to go to Staci's exes party and I was like nah it'll be lame. He was all there will be guys there and stuff then he brought up weed....now let's get 2 things str8...ONE...I HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND....TWO...U ARE NOT AUTOMATICALLY COOL B/C U SMOKE WEED...I love my boyfriend more than everything in this world and that guy has the nerve to talk like that. Then I told him I dont have to get high all the time...I am not a pothead JESUS!!! and then I reminded his ass that he wasnt either. I mean weed is soooo overrated. Yeah it can be fun but in general...it can be shitty too. And Nick just thinks it makes him the fucking man to be high. He is aggrevating as hell when he is high. He drives bad and almost got us in four car accidents I thought I was gonna die and he tries to hard to ACT high. I dunno. But he uses weed to try to be popular or something or maybe I am just severely misinterpreting but no matter what that isnt the only way to have fun. My last part about Nick do u know he said he wouldnt leave me and Jason alone in his house that long b/c since he doesnt have anybody it isnt fair....URGH!!!! NEways...On to ghetto stuff. Well Summer met a guy at the movies and she gave him her number. She said that his name was Steven *remember this it becomes important* Well... today old dude calls and confuses her with someone else and his name is..BRANDON! I asked how do u confuse a Brandon for Steven she goes, "He just looked like a Steven" OOOOKkkkKKK NEWAYS....Then I decided she is a walking one night stand b/c she cant remember the guys names the morning after. LMFAO...Well Alysha and the whole Frank thing are pretty much over I think but now she is dating Hardy which is cool go Alysha that is bad ass...work it gurl!!! She is coming over tommorrow we are gonna get Chinese and watch ThE rInG *that movie gave me nightmares and now I hate horses and blank tapes...thank u hollywood* Oh and another stupid 2faced thing....Jenny's boyfriend Bryan acts cool to my face but told Jenny, "Point blank I just dont like her" and Jenny think he is saying that so she doesnt feel threatened...but that is fucked up...and if he means it then he shouldnt act nice to my face rather he should kiss my ass....I had to get that out. They say girls are the gossips and drama queens well we are but my experiences says boys are worse...a lot worse...UmMmmMM what else? Well I think Kim and Brian B might get back together in which case I hope they work it out. And back to my ultra hot and sexy boyfriend...I was talking to him earlier when I came up with my sex in the back of car plan....I wanna try it out on him *hee hee* It could be fun....He is sooooo much fun to seduce. God I love him. We were talking about moving in together and him being in the military and me being a teacher and all this stuff....It is cool to think next year at this time I could be living with him....I love him sooo much yall....well this is a long ass entry....so I will hit yall up lata