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A hero is someone who rebels or seems to rebel against the facts of existence and seems to conquer them. Obviously that can only work at moments. It can't be a lasting thing. That's not saying that people shouldn't keep trying to rebel against the facts of existence. Someday, who knows, we might conquer death, disease and war.
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Cant I be a hero....WHY YES I CAN...can I be a bitch? That is more realistic....This week was the gayest week in the history of week that were GAY. I mean this was a roll off deez nutz type of week. Ok Monday a major inconvience happened...URGH so Wednesday didnt happen. And oh yeah I got into it with Jenny's loser ass boyfriend again. I hate that guy with a passion he seems like he is gonna be a wife beater he just disgusts me. He is ugly and fat and stupid and the fact that he sits there thinking he is better than everyone else and HE ISNT!!!! He acts like I am some bimbo blonde with the brain span of an avacodo. I am a smart person and my IQ is no doubt higher than his. I mean then he disses mine and Jase's relationship and I mean it wasnt even his place and he just acts like he is sooo perfect and then he talked shit on Jase and I told the bitch off and he was like get the fuck away from me when I told him I dont think he really cares about Jenny. B/C I dont think he does not at all. Cares about sex maybe but not her. And then I wanted this guy to swing on me I wouldve fucking knocked the shit out of him. He thinks b/c I am a girl I am weak FAR FROM IT. I can hold my own and kick some ass and if he wants to bring it I got him......He makes me sicker than any human being alive I wish ppl like him were dead seriously. HE TOLD JENNY NOT TO TALK TO ME NEMORE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSER!!! *cough cough* Oh well. I talked to my favorite person in the world last night on the phone and it was crazy. We talked about our apartment, we talked about our dogs, we talked about sex, and the ghetto. LMAO....I love him soooo much. Kim thinks he and I are gonna get married. I hope we will one day it'd be cool. We would make sum cute kids and all. I really do love him. He gives me this wonderfully indescribable feeling and then I get these happy butterflies and want to kiss him for days and be in his arms. I am sooo happy with him and so sad when I am not with him...He protects me ( "I wont let a guy hurt you or anyone for that matter if they did Id fuck them up") Awwwwww he is the best boyfriend I love him to pieces he is the best!!!!!!!! cant wait til PrOm to dance with him and be with him....Yall just dont know. I am a sentimental princess ha ha ha...I dont even know what I would do without him. Well Me and the Kimmers have created another brillant plan....Tommorrow I am telling my mom I am going to Alysha's and then Kim's saying she is going to Janie's then Kim and I are gonna go to Janie's and party our asses off and we plan on getting FuCKEd uP...OHHHHHHH MY GOD....did I tell u about plan.. "Breaking and Entering"? If not here we go..Me and the girls wanna party and we cant get a hotel room. We have to keep our sneakyness on the down low but Alysha has these empty houses in her neighborhood that we are going to find a way to get into. As I type this she is trying to get the gate open....We have to pull up the pins b/c it has a padlock on it. We are trying not to get caught b/c I think we could go to jail. And well we wanna get a window open and then set up the place. After that we are gonna get the drugs n drinks for the ppl and of course sum food and stuff and throw us a lil party and b/c we need some fucking money we are charging the ppl we dont know or they have to bring drinks there are only like 12 ppl who dont gotta pay the rest gotta find some dough or sum drinkies. We invited Jenny but not her b/f unless he pays even then we wanna fuck him up I bet they wont come b/c they are BORING ppl. We are gonna have a smoke out room. And like the rest of us will divide up the place we gotta be slightly quiet and block out the windows b/c we cant let neighborhood ppl know what is up we will be in and out through the back so we gotta fucking get that lock in order b/c I am not climbing over that shit. Jase will be here for the festivities I am hoping we can have sum fun of our own that night hee hee hee....I think most of the ppl I chill with need a good piece of ass....well I got my sexy boyfriend....lol well ttyl