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Happiness comes most to persons who seek her least, and think least about it. It is not an object to be sought; it is a state to be induced. It must follow and not lead. It must overtake you, and not you overtake it.
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Today was a good day. And this week that has been hard to come by. All the drama is dwindling down and I am honestly happy. Here's how today went... I woke up and I wasnt really tired...and I was REALLY BLONDE....it looks gorgeous!!!! Then I wore my flip flops and cool necklace I have had for like ever....I even had my new purse!! Sounds dorky but little things make me happy. Then I got to find out Bryan got suspended YEEESSSSSSSSS!!!!! This made me really happy b/c like I cant stand him. I went into art and made some busted french whore dancer and played with puppets. And let's see...In general today was good I dont really know what made it all come together for me. I mean like after school Brian and Chris were at my car wanting a ride home and acting crazy....They're like older brothers who act all ghetto ha ha ha. Then I came home and like I found out this poem I had entered in a contest a while back made it to the semi finals and it will be getting put into a book...and that really made me happy.....Then I talked to my Jasers he says some of the sweetest things: "god i cant wait to feel u again", " i love you so much", "i forgot over all that shit that happened how much u meant to me"....I know they sound crazy but you have to know what went on for them to be so sweet. I just put them in here b/c I want to always remember them. Jase got in trouble b/c of his bitch teacher urgh urgh. He just left for Wilmington...I cant wait to talk to him...Well I will be going now...kiss kiss