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Jam: It's a teenage girl walking along the side of the highway. I mean, they, they, they make scary movies that start out like that. Trip: Hey, but, but they make porno movies that start out like that too, man.
*********************************************************** Ok it's 4:20 I couldnt pick a more perfect time to write today. Because today and last night were pretty crazy. Alright last night I got offline thinking I wasnt going anywhere and then the phone rang. First phone call was from the love of my life. He had arrived in Wilmington and was at his Grandma's awww...We talked and talked and then I decided if he were in my presence at that very moment I would've fucked him. Does this make me crazy???? He is such a turn on...I love just getting lost in thoughts of him thinking about him kissing me....it consumes easily 70% of my day at school...the other 30% is devoted to writing notes to Kim and my gurlies. I love Jase..it's crazy how much I love him. When I am with him I am so elated and he just sets me in this state of natural highs... only he can make me feel like that...Maybe it's b/c when I am with him I can be as naughty as I want and it works....Like last time I saw him... *MeMoRy SeqUencE* We had left the resturant and we were talking and then we went over to PV and parked in some random dead end. I was really wound up and would've loved nothing more than to have pulled him in the back for a quickie...But instead I had some fun teasing him....*hEe HeE* I ran my fingers up and down his chest and whispered various things I would do to him...then we had to go soooooo the whole drive back I nibbled on his ear and told him what I wanted to do to him and then I just let my hands roam where they pleased..And you know ur good when u got him going 100 down a 55 b/c he is sooo turned on...Which in turn TuRnEd ME oN..Yall just dont know that was some stuff right there. And this week I get a whole day to have him all to myself *YES* Actually I get a wednesday and a whole weekend to have him to myself. I cant believe I am writing about all this but I have to get it out of my system. I just cant wait to see him...It's like that is some amazing sex right there. I am not ashamed of it or anything he is unbelieveable...I love him more than anyone I know...What makes this one soooo great is Love. I mean anybody can just fuck a person but to love a person makes it sooo much more. Not fucking but rather making love....I loooooooooove him. He is the guy I could see myself being with forever. All day I have been thinking about him leading me into a room and getting me on the bed and just...hmm....I better keep the rest of that one to myself there. Enough of the *I need some* part of this entry there is more. Nick went to meet his Mr. Right last night...well Mr. Right is Mr. Asshole of the year. Ok...this guy likes racing and Nick said he would race him. Now racing is fun but in Raeford it can be a little tricky due to the fact it's full of backroads and is str8 up in the country. Well the guy lead Nick through the course once. Which is aight I guess. Then they went to race. Well while racing this jerk takes a different turn and loses Nick and then stranded him in the middle of fucking nowhere...now when we say nowhere think Texas Chainsaw Massacre nowhere. Well Nick drives around and finally just hits up this guys cell. Well he gets a voicemail and then tries again later (remember the voicemail part it becomes important later) Well finally Nick finds a gas station and an attendant that like was a saint and helped him out. He gets back into Fayetteville and then to his neighborhood. Well he had to make sure his mom wasnt up so to bide time he calls up this guys' cell again right...and then the voicemail is changed to this: "I'm sorry....this just wouldnt've worked out....I'm sorry...we wouldn't work out" or some shit like that...OKKKKKKKKK Now Nick can get on my nerves no doubt BUT nobody deserves that shit. This asshole stranded him then leaves a voicemail dumping him!!!!!!!!!!! To let everyone know...he drives a green eclipse with a mitsubishi symbol on the back in red...u see this car throw a brick. Well through some strange twist of fate he and Richard started talking again and might date. I am glad b/c Nick was whoring around and being slutty and stuff. He was about to be a prostitute.....I mean nobody needs money that bad. But still Nick wanted to give up whoring around for MR.ASSHOLE and this guy just fucked him over. I felt horrible for him. Well another thing....I ended up going out for a little while with Tasha and that girl is the WORST DRUNK PERSON I will never go anywhere with her again........omg....she couldnt handle her drinks. She was getting loud and annoying and pissing me the fuck off...She was like looking at random people and being like bitch are you staring at me...and the person wouldnt even be looking at her. I told her boyfriend Harry to keep her away from alcohol...He laughed..That was at old girls house...well I will write more later