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Yes, I now feel that it was then on that evening of sweet dreams- that the very first dawn of human love burst upon the icy night of my spirit. Since that period I have never seen nor heard your name without a shiver half of delight, half of anxiety. For years your name never passed my lips, while my soul drank in, with a delirious thirst, all that was uttered in my presence respecting you. *********************************************************** Today was THE BIG DAY!!!!!!! I woke up this morning ready and revved up. I got to school and then Nick and I left. We got to his house and set the room up. And then Jason and Corey showed up. Then Jase made a quick run to the store and then came back. Nick and Corey left and then Jason and I went upstairs into the room. We were both really nervous...I was shaking up a storm and was trynna play it off. Well, we put some music on and started making out...Then we cuddled some and then I took off his shirt..then his pants...followed by my shirt and pants...There we were, in the bed me in a g string and he in his boxers. We kept kissing and stuff and then I just couldn't take it any longer (my nervousness had basically left at this point) and I pulled his boxers off and then teased him a lil...and then my g string was off. He started kissing me and I can't even explain how it felt and then I gave him a favor....(I was nervous about that part) and then he was hard and ready...he got that condom on and then he got on top of me and then when we started having sex it hurt b/c he is big....but after a while it didnt and then we started getting into it and then I rode him. Well that was the first time...and then we cuddled and then we decided to go at it again and that time was even better than the first time...it felt sooooo good...and then after that we cuddled some more and he brushed my hair away from my face and we kissed and he told me he loved me and I felt like a princess...then from that we were just sitting there and he just kissed me and we kissed and bam we were right back at it.....My legs were on his shoulders and he was just nailing me....We were going at it crazy at this point....it felt sooooooooooooooooooooooo unbelievably good...he was like I cant even explain how fucking good that felt....And then Nick came back and was like I am leaving again cya and then Jase went downstairs and I went downstairs too but I only made it halfway before we were kissing again and going at it on the stairs......then we decided we should go see some ppl..but I can barely walk and my legs are sore so we drove...we went around the neighborhood and then saw Matt Siedl's brother and then went with Corey to Papa John's and came back and went and saw Kasey and then we all went to McDonalds....all in all it was a really good day and I am sooo glad I experienced that with him I love him more than anyone in this world and I cant even describe how much closer I feel to him now.....I love you babe