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Maybe we should develop a Crayola bomb as our next secret weapon. A happiness weapon. A Beauty Bomb. And every time a crisis developed, we would launch one. It would explode high in the air -- explode softly -- and send thousands, millions, of little parachutes into the air. Floating down to earth -- boxes of Crayolas. And we wouldn't go cheap, either -- not little boxes of eight. Boxes of sixty-four, with the sharpener built right in. With silver and gold and copper, magenta and peach and lime, amber and umber and all the rest. And people would smile and get a little funny look on their faces and cover the world with imagination.
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Hmm....Maybe that is what we should do with that war with Iraq. I am not extremely worried about the war with Iraq. I am a little worried b/c my Dad is stuck there b/c they stopped all flights in and out of Iraq and bordering countries...Well I told him about my nice accident....he was like well I kind of expected you to get into one. My fucking back and neck are soooooo sore...My mom said it's prolly like whiplash or just tense muscles. Oh well, I will get over it. Hmmmm other interesting events that happened yesterday...Jason's parents found out he skipped. But he made something up about how he just skipped 1st period and all...we were both wondering how in the hell his folks found out. What happened was he had just came back from getting high with his friends and like somehow someway....they knew and were trying to plan his punishment and they asked him where he was yesterday and like he was like school at first but when he realized they knew he just made something up. Either way, I am worried he might not be allowed to come to Fayetteville and help me with Prom stuff, among other things *hee hee*...He told me not to worry and that he will come no matter what. That made me happy to know that he cares about how I feel and all about prom. He was sooooo worried when he found out about my accident. It was absolutely adorable. The most crazy thing about my accident was that I was told my engine might explode/overheat/something of that nature if I drive my car right now....so much for the cop telling me it is aight to drive it huh?? It's ok the tow truck is coming this afternoon and I get to see my car get taken to a body shop. I didnt go to school today I feel like shit...I am gonna have to appeal like a motherfucker... that is making up time after school and on saturdays until I am caught up...URGHHHHHHHH!!!! Oh well skippin and a nice momma does that to u. Oh yeah Nick got caught stealing his mom's bank account card. He had came home yesterday and his mom asked if he had seen her bank card. And he said no. And she I guess reported it stolen and then flipped out on him. This week needs to just go the fuck away....I am officially behind in all my classes and I am so stressed about that shit I wanna cry...I was doing so good in Geometry too...FUCK...Well my claims adjuster man is here...I want to know how much it will cost to fix my piece of shit car..Nobody wants my car anymore...it's officially my bitch b/c of this wreck. Hmm...I cant wait to see my Jasers tomorrow and I am gonna hug hug hug him....actually what I really want to do is fuck him again. I love him sooooooo much and I should be like make love again...but it's soooo good I mean yall just dont understand how good the sex we have is...He has this ability to make me moan and scream out his name...it's just that good. My mom has that baby shower thing tommorrow and I am trying to get the house to myself and when I do...I am gonna have him come over so we can play for a little while. God I mean it was like the 3rd time we had sex the other day it was like...emotional and good as hell...hmmm...I am just turned on thinking about that...We had the bed practically jumping off the floor, the headboard smacking the wall and I was just moaning out in pleasure...hmm...ok I really need him over here right now...UPDATE!!!!!!! The claims adjuster just left the bare minimum it will cost to fix my car is.....*da dun dun* $2300 dollars...but it could and probably will go up..my condenser is messed up and all this junk *bLaH* and at a bare minimum 2 weeks without my car..WTF!!!! Urgh okie dokie....well ttyl I will write more later