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ur mom
A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself -- to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.
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Well my chickadee's that last entry got cut shorter than I wouldve liked b/c my mom was too close by to read what was being typed. Which throws me off. Oh well I might as well get into further depth of the last time Jase and I had sex last night....The whole way back from Pine Valley we were kissing and stuff and it was just building up. Now I was supposed to go home but we ended up pulling off into some neighborhood just to *kiss and talk* yeah right a quickie turned into a 2 hour long event...it was much more than sex it was actually making love..it was a very powerful thing...like all my senses were heightened. Every touch was magnified...he left me breathless. When we were done all we could do was just stare at each other...He held me in his arms and cradled me...it was just spellbounding...just beautiful... he is amazing. Today when he picked me up we drove around and then we went at it again....now I am damn sore...the sex is good...fucking mindblowing...I cant wait til we get our place. Because afterwards I like just sitting with him and cuddling. Today I was like unable to walk afterwards and I got all these marks from like carpeting and like the nibbling...ha ha ha ha...I like it rough what can I say? Last night under the stars though....that was crazy....it was beautiful the sky was like a black velvet with little diamonds across it...there was a breeze...and it was gorgeous...today I noticed Jase has these nail marks from when we were outside..b/c he hit my g spot and I had the strongest orgasm from it that I had to grab his arm to control myself....I love how Jase is up for anything...he is just like me in that aspect...I love every touch and just everything....I like that he will get down n dirty with me....and try anything...it's fun..Man when Corey went to work today Jase and I were sitting there in the car and I felt like I was gonna cry....I miss him like nobodies business when he is gone...I cant wait to see him again ttyl