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[Plotting ways to kill Kuzco] Yzma: How shall I do it? Aha! I know... I'll turn him into a flea. A small, harmless, little flea. Then, I'll put that flea into a box, put that box into another box, send the box to myself, and when I get it, [laughs] I'll smash it with a hammer! It's brilliant, I tell you! Genius, I say!
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Well it has been a few days since I wrote anything so I figured yall must be missing my sexy ass. Hmmm new news...I failed my math exam and I am depressed about that. But I passed my E.S. exam so it's not so bad. Hmmm...the girls car who I hit got a check for $811.00 for a new bumper. That bitch didnt have shit wrong with her bumper urgh....Fuck That. I am listening to the new Linkin Park cd, Meteora... That cd is the fuckin shit. They have such talent man. Well we got a 3 day weekend and hmmm lucky lucky me. I have no car to cruise around in. Man you know what...FUCK MY FRIENDS...I really dont feel like anybody can be trusted really anymore. They all seem so fake around me. I dont really trust them b/c they just make me feel left out. I know it sounds stupid and all but, I get like a sad feeling around them almost like they are trying to hide something from me and I dont like that one bit. I havent figured out what is their deal. But basically, I am going to be walking on eggshells around them for a minute until I figure out things. I dont know how it came up like it did, I mean I REALLY DONT but what I do know is that basically if I cant shake it I am finding a new group of friends. It is a shame that when I lose my car they all seem to have attiudes around me I almost feel used. One person in particular I get that vibe from. I used to trust her alot but now she acts very different and I wouldnt trust her with shit. Kim isnt all that different, she just kind of seems like she has stuff on her mind. Oh well, if someone has issues with me they can literally fuck off I dont have time for that shit. I need to bring my grades up this 9 weeks. God I am so fucking tired of going to school, it's one big fucking soap opera. The people are all fake and self consious around people who treat them like shit. It's ridiculous. And Nick with his self....that frustrates me. He had someone else break up with his girlfriend b/c he didnt have the balls to do it himself. Then he expects me to be cool with that. I cant be cool with that way he treats people, b/c the whole time he dated her he was sneaking around with other guys. He has no respect for the feelings of other people and is only concerned with something if he gets something out of it. He got caught for skipping yesterday and he didnt really get in trouble and I dont get that. Next tuesday I have to teach a class and I am excited about that, b/c it's 50% of my grade and I am going to do good, fucking fabulous as a matter of fact. It's a pre requisite for getting in Teacher Cadets and a Earth Science final exam thing. It's all good you know. I miss Jason a lot. Yesterday Bryan and Jenny almost broke up she said she was having trouble trusting him like she had to force herself and that she didnt think that she loved him. And then she said she needed a break, he said that he didnt want to date her anymore and needless to say b/c it's Jenny and Bryan before the end of the day they were back together. But back to Jase. I dont ever want to feel that way about him. When Jenny said that I was like I am glad I have a good enough relationship with Jase to not have to worry about that shit. I am having some serious sex withdrawls and it sucks. I keep having flashbacks of everything ha ha ha. I think if anything I have matured since I've started having sex....I dunno...wel ttyl