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Everything we are is not what we are always meant to be/ doesn't matter who we are/ we are all the same tiny stars/ care to take me up in big sky/ care to find the answers/ to questions ignored/ care to know the truth/ could you handle the me inside/ I ask this for the last time/ I want to throw it all in front of you/ for you to take away/
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Well my readers...I love every last one of yall the props are MUCH APPRECIATED...it's nice to know yall like my stuff. And to make sure yall know. My stories are either real life or daydreams *hoping they come true*...so for a few of yall who have asked, yes my writing is real life, and the daydreams usually come true of course I update yall when it happens though..
NeWaYs...
Hmm today sucked let's review my day. I went up to Kim and Monica this morning and basically Kim blew off everything. I was like Kim I need to talk to you. And I basically explained everything I felt and pretty much I felt like she was like whatever about the whole thing. She had this fucking condesending look on her face....and if you know me you know that this is a pet peeve from hell. I mean that look was a look that if a brother or sister were to give you you'd smack the shit out of them for trying to be uppity. I dunno I really just didnt expect a "I dont care" reaction from her. Maybe I dont know her as well as I thought I did...it drives me nuts...I hate feeling like I cant trust my friends, but I have a gut feeling like something is up. I cant shake it. I've been trying. However, get this Monica reacted completely different than I thought she would, she sat with me and Jenny at lunch and started talking to me again. Almost like her and Kim switched personalities. Maybe I was wrong about Monica. It is really confusing, I hope I am not blowing anything out of proportion, I know I can do that sometimes, I just let really little things bother me. Kim had went up to Janie and talked to her about it I guess...I would really hope Kim wouldnt go acting shady on me... oh well if they have an issue it is their lost and not mine, b/c I actually tried to fix things. Oh well...
I am talking to some friends right now and they are tripping about my diary it is funny here are some comments:
Fluffyisfuzzy: hes not used to it
Fluffyisfuzzy: kinda sheltered kinda
CaNdYcAnEhOnEy: what did he say
Fluffyisfuzzy: another on of my friends read it im like just pick up ur jaw
Fluffyisfuzzy: he was knida shocked at what u wrote and that it was almost porn
and (from a boy)
SpartanHockey86: you are going to like kill this guy when you see him'
SpartanHockey86: like 7 fantasies
CaNdYcAnEhOnEy: ha ha ha ha
CaNdYcAnEhOnEy: is it a bad thing?
SpartanHockey86: nah
SpartanHockey86: you'll have more fun
CaNdYcAnEhOnEy: I just have a really high sex drive
CaNdYcAnEhOnEy: it's crazy
SpartanHockey86: that's unique
CaNdYcAnEhOnEy: really?
CaNdYcAnEhOnEy: lol
SpartanHockey86: not alot of girls are as open as it as you are
SpartanHockey86: i only know a few
OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK enough of that I just found those to be particularly amusing....
Guys I miss my Jasers...I cant wait to see him this weekend. He is the love of my life absolutely gorgeous. I am talking to someone right now about anal sex and I am sorry to offend anyone out there who loves it...but I cant see the allure...hmmm...oh well this is gonna be short write more later..