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*Abandoned* I was once a fresh faced child/ and everyday was simply.../ mine.../ oh how quickly things change/ when you switch your path/ the days of sunkissed freckles/ are gone again/ Sadly, I cant reclaim them/ what a pity/ they made me so happy../ now I've been left with growing up/ I'm not ready yet/ I shouldve told myself sooner/ I'm not ready yet/ but I cant turn back time/ but no I wont forget/ my peanut butter sandwiched dolphin simles/ everyday starts/ the beginning of.../ something else.
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Well again another uneventful boring stupid day. My boyfriend is somewhere else again. Probably out with his pothead friends. My life is completely uneventeful since I havent been able to use my car it makes me boil over with anger at how the fucking thing is in the driveway and I am simply denied access to it. My mom is such a bitch. I mean whose car is it??? Mine! Who drives it? ME!!! So why the fuck do you feel the need to play car nazi mom???? I mean hello my fucking car....
Oh yeah let's see about school...Kim and Monica skipped again today (is this not sounding just a tad repetitive??) I mean they plan on not coming to school how fucking stupid is that!!! Oh and get this I go to school yesterday and announce pimp car is back and oh this is the funny part Monica calls me last night, mind you the bitch NEVER calls me....now I am guess basically she just called hoping her and Kim would have a ride well..FUCK NO...I am in the worst attendance situation this side of North Carolina and they wanted me to be a taxi, fuck that shit, let them find their own ride. They arent my problem. Anyways Janie and I talked and Kim and Monica and them left, I almost hope they get caught so they'll stop being jackasses and leaving so much. I went to my 1st period and b/c of my bang up with the car I will need a new internship site. Urgh. I went to 3rd and got called beautiful with great fashion sense, made me happy, I like compliments I am a compliment whore some days..I went to 5th and talked to Joy, she is gonna try to help me with my birth control situation so i dont gotta tell my mom, which is a great relief b/c I really am dreading the, "Mom, Jason and I had sex" talk...it's just not my cup of tea. She'd shoot my ass and put my head on the wall like a trophy. I need her bitching like a hole in the head. And then I went to 7th and forgot my project anaylsis...and took a test. Then Van Allen told me this guy Brad Gillis in his class called me cute and wants to date me too late ha ha ha ha wont happen.
OH YEAH get this Jenny's dad said Jenny has to ride with me and Jase ummmm excuse me the world doesnt revolve around that fucker so he better quit assuming things it pisses me the fuck off that Jenny puts up with his bull. She is 18 she needs to grow the fuck up and grow a pair of balls to tell her Dad off. He totally controls her. I mean goddamn YOU ARE AN ADULT ACT LIKE IT!!! Not that we mind putting Jenny in the car, but the fact that he assumes we will and down right demands it ills me, he cant change our plans and it's giving me a headache thinking of how aggrevating her Dad is.
Then Alysha is having boyfriend problems and I tell her what to do. She tells me she knows she needs to fix things and basically if she needs to fix her issues she needs to get off her ass and quit making excuses, her bad mood has affixed one on me...
AND MY BIG TIME REASON TO BITCH IS THIS....Corey has decided to get emotionally attached to my boyfriend, riding his dick more than I ever will...Not literally but figuratively, I mean this guy acts like he is the one dating Jase, I have always wondered if he had a crush on him you know....*lol* He just is all why should Jase comes if all he's gonna do is fuck u and I am going to work? Well princess b/c u do get off work and I dont fuck him 24/7 sooooo fix ur shit...GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODD PEOPLE PISS ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh yeah and I might get my monthly friend...yay..today is the best I love today, today can blow me you know that??? Blow me...I mean I just want it to be like on Sunday, not tommorrow that will piss me off sooooooooooooooooo much I cant even get into the levels of angry I'll be if it comes tommorrow, good thing will mean I am not pregnant. Yay. But I wanna have sex......sad faces all around. Owww cramps. Fuck this.
As you all can see I am just having a bad day. I am grumpy, sleepy and cramping up....So everybody I need a midol, a prozac and a nap...ttyl *lol*