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ur mom
Oh lift me up again/ take me again/ no more reservations/ this feeling that we long for/ hold me close/ the way u rock ur body/ makes me wonder what the wave meant/ take me there looking for some answers/
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Well last night was soooooooo scary...at 2 am my doorbell rings, now we thought that it was just the wind or something but it wasnt. It was a big person...and my mom thought at first it was a friend of the family until she asked who it was and this guy gives some song and dance about being, "CJ and he was lost" and my mom was like sorry but you have to go somewhere else (not opening the door) and this guy doesnt do anything right away (we had thought he left, I go back to bed) than all of a sudden we hear BANG BANG BANG BANG on our door!!! this crazy fucker is banging on our door telling us to open up. My mom calls the cops b/c she dont play...and he starts yelling and getting loud and then silence again (silence doesnt feel good in scary situations) and then I hear TAP TAP TAP at my window...I dont really think much of it...then KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK on my window (insert me getting scared here) this guy is pissed and my mom is telling the cops to get the fuck over here and then the guy starts yelling and kicks at my window and I run out of the room (fear paralyzation broke I guess) and then the cops show up and this crazy man fights with the cops!!! And they cuff him and take his ass in. And my mom is gangsta oh lord she had a gun out ready to get this man, I need to give her more apprecation b/c that was bad ass how she was all telling the guy, "You come in this house and you will not be coming out fucker, I have a gun and I swear to god you come in you WILL NOT COME OUT" She is so cool. Now she wants to move though b/c of it. Oh well me too, I hate my neighbors and the simple fact that he wouldve came in through my window slightly unsettles me....I wouldve sprayed some crazy shit in his eyes and went crazy on his ass....fear makes people come up with VERY CREATIVE WEAPONS...lol...
ANYWAYS, Jase is getting a job, as a pizza delivery man, and I am scared that he will meet some stupid bitch and she will realize how wonderful he is and take him away from me and stuff....I am insecure sometimes, b/c he is a great great boyfriend...I love him sooooooo very much he is the best boyfriend....He assured me I have nothing to worry about b/c I am wonderful and he loves me soooooooo much and forever, still a girl will always worry about her wonderful boyfriend lol...and I know he wont do anything sooo it is all good. Oh yeah I get to go to Goldsboro and help him pick his tux for prom and probably/maybe stay the night I would love that....
NOW FOR EVIL PLANS AND SKIPPERS....Kim and Monica skipped again today (I feel like a broken record) and this time when Corey's sister went inside to get Summer (King's sis not Wise) Mrs. Vallery asked her where she was going and she took off for Kim who had Richie's car and left and then when they came back she was outside and chased them...They skipped yesterday too and drove around drunk....shame... NeWAyS when I go to see Jase I want to fuck this bitch Christy up a few of my evil plans involve paintballing, egging, sugar in the tank and ohhhh yeah a good old fashioned fist to her face....hee hee...
I feel like shit man, I hate feeling blah, I hate not seeing my boyfriend GOD I MISS HIM....this is wrong how much I miss him, he occupies like all my thoughts and I am sad without him.....I cant wait to see him, he has been so attentive and adorable lately, he showers me with affection I looooooooooooooooove it....he says the sweetest things and gets all mushy with me, I love how he shows that side to me GOD I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HIM....my ultra sexy boyfriend
Lastly, I am failing Geometry for the year...anyone willing to steal a grade book, burn it and then hack into the system and change some grades???? You'd be my hero seriously....and of course sign the guest book