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[Preparing to kill him.] Jelly: Sorry, Doc. Nothing personal. Dr. Ben Sobel: Don't kid yourself, Jelly, it doesn't get more personal.
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Ha ha ha ha.....Let's see since I last wrote...which was what thursday??? Well let's see the interesting g dawginest stuff out there...
*fRiDaY* Went to school. Summer and I were like yesterday was gay and then we moved on, We then worked on the prom centerpiece and made up songs about cherry poppin and dumb stuff, then MY JASERS CAME AND GOT ME!!!!! I love my Jasers! We went to Corey's house and then to McDonald's we cuddled over french fries. *LoL* And then like we went to Wal Mart were they brooded over condoms and I brooded over dying my hair *GoODByE LEgaLLy BloNde!!! ITs THE rEtUrN of THe Gr8 BruNettE hOPE* Actually I am just dying it bronze with gold highlights. Pretty. Then we went back to Corey's and then we took a trip into the woods....It's been about 2 weeks since we've seen each other and we couldnt keep our hands off....He were naked quicker than you could say Jenna Jameson. And then we went at it in the car. I was riding him and it felt so good. I hate how he is soooo big that when we dont have sex for a while that it's really painful at first when we do again. It felt good and I loved being so close to him. After that we went to the movies and went to see House Of 1000 Corpses HOLY SHIT THAT MOVIE CREEPY....It actually gave me nightmares...After that we went to the mall and got some coffees and then we went to Fat Daddy's to play pool but we werent paying no 10 dollar cover charge. And then we went to Fun Fun Fun for the hell of it and then we played air hockey...for the record *I bEaT JaSe* lol. And then we went to McDonald's and then back to Corey's. After we went to Corey's we left to the woods (I have a soft spot for them now) And instead of the woods (B/C that fucking movie now makes me think some psycho motherfucking family is gonna chop me up and let's face it, in scary movie ppl like me die b/c we party and have sex) And not to mention there was NO MOON out and it was PITCH BLACK AND RAINING (if you've seen the movie u know NO GOOD came of that) So we had sex DAMN good sex, just not in the woods.....lol then I went home and pretended my mom didnt exist
*SAtUrDaY* Today was stupid so fucking stupid....my parents fucking suck and really...I dont care what happens to them. End of that story and then my dress alterations got put off...URGH!!! And then I left. Jase and I went to the tux place and we got him a sexy tux...he is gonna be gorgeous in it. I love him sooo much. He is soooooo affectionate. Like before we went in there he tried to make me feel better about my folks and then he was all over me in the place..Seeing all that stuff made us start talking about marrying...And I am going to tell you something I swear he is gonna be who I marry, I love him soooo much...Then we left and went to the mall and then Corey was being all attitudish and then we go to the parking lot and Jase goes hey what do u wanna do? And Corey was all there is no time and then he was all why didnt you tell me yall were going there....FIRST OFF GOD DAMMIT I AM SICK OF FIGHTING WITH PEOPLE...SECONDLY...I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH STUPID SHIT...He proceeds to say Jase never said we were going to get the tux and then I flipped out on his ass...b/c Jase did and besides it wasnt really his business the prom stuff that is....and if he is pissed we did it I dont really fucking care b/c it had to be done and I am sick to death of always feeling bad about that whole situation b/c it is like I have always told Jase he should have his best friend and his girlfriend and Corey seems to act like he dont think the girlfriend part should be around....And it pisses me the fuck off....GOD DAMMIT it makes me so mad...Then he calls me a bitch and I was fussing at him and then as an after thought I shouldve jumped out the car and slapped the shit out of him...That would teach him or anyone else for that matter to call me a bitch...I dont play that shit...I am sick of getting stepped on and going out of my way to be nice to fucking people who could give a shit less about how I feel...Corey has such a good life and he fucking acts like he doesnt...He could have my parents...he wouldnt be sooooo happy then now would he??? Corey has these moments where he is a really nice great guy and then it's like he just flips a switch and acts all fucking crazy... I wanted to scream my fuckin head off in the car....MY RELATIONSHIP ISNT INVOLVING 3 PEOPLE...I feel sick and tired and drained of the whole thing...And then like Jase and I went to McDonald's and we cuddled...We see Corey after that and I was glaring at him I couldnt express the hatred I felt for him right then enough, I dont feel it as bad now, but earlier I wanted to flip the script...He dont even act like he feels bad, prolly cuz he doesnt...I wish he had a g/f then he could realize why things are the way they are. I dunno. it makes me sick though. Just b/c I tell Jase he should see us both and then he always pulls crazy shit. I wish I wouldve slapped him, but I prolly woulve regretted it...I dunno. Then Jase and I went back to the woods and sat there and chilled...I could sit there with him for hours, he makes me so happy...We had sex but it was emotional and beautiful and wonderful....And I left scratches down his back lol...He is amazing...I cant feel my legs nemore but that is ok. He just went home, and I miss him terribly...I love him and dont understand why time doesnt just speed up to let us move in together, why doesnt God just give me a break and cut me free from my parents...he is so protective and loving and I adore him. He brought me home and then I saw Mariah's baby it is ADORABLE!! When I have a baby I want it to look just like that...Cute cute cute...Well I am waiting for a call from my loving boyfriend and time to eat rice lol...ttyl sign the g/b