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Prince Chulalongkorn: It is always surprising how small a part of life is taken up by meaningful moments. Most often they're over before they start even though they cast a light on the future and make the person who originated them unforgettable.
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Okie dokie what have I been up 2????? Let's see...
*wEdNesDay* Jason came to Fayetteville and picked me up around 11:30 in the afternoon. We looked for EC in the woods and scary sticks and bugs were everywhere andmy new white sandals are no longer super white b/c of it..but we did kiss and it was sweet he even carried me over a big mud puddle b/c I didnt wanna mess up my shoes.. We went to Wendy's and got chicken BLT salad's and ate in the car and then went to the store and he wanted me to go with him to get condoms...well I dunno why but it is extremely hard to go into that area of a store with him just b/c I feel like everybody stares at us...well he got them and then we went to go see Malibu's Most Wanted...that movie is fucking crazy!!!! That white boy is soooo funny!!! We kept making out and being all freaky during the movie...yes we are those people who get busy during the movies... After we saw that we decided we were hungry so we went to Golden Corral and got the buffet. After that we found out Corey called my house wanting to know where I was and stuff and then we thought he'd be in our usual spot b/c he is really crazy so we looked for another spot and instead went to the usual spot (which sucks simply b/c the woods are starting to creep me out especially at night) And we did our thing...It felt really good b/c he just really tries to please me...and he wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly and I felt really emotional b/c he kept whispering "I love you" to me and it made me just really happy.....Then when we had finished something ran past the car and it wasnt a deer either...So we hauled ass out of there....It was scary. Now I will NOT go back there at night simply b/c of whatever or whomever ran past the car...It was on two legs tell me what animals runs on 2 legs in residential woods??? Crazy shit. You know what was cute he picked me some flowers and it was adorable. Then he brought me home.
*ThUrsDaY* Jase called me around 12:30 and I was like I just woke up so I got ready and then he came and got me but fucking Corey was behind him in the truck I was fucking pissed b/c Corey is a jealous motherfucker hell bent on ruining mine and Jase's relationship and I hate him with a fucking passion. Well Jase knew I was pissed...I hate Corey, and he knew I was gonna be pissed he was there. We drive to the movie theater and then I told Jason I wasnt going in b/c I fucking hate Corey and he makes me sick. Then I told Jason to leave me in the car....I didnt want to go in. Well eventually I went in but now I am pissed b/c I feel like Corey is one really bad guy...and that he always wins...He gets away with calling me a whore and a bitch and I am tired of that shit he disgusts me. Well the first half of the movie I ingored Jase b/c I was pissed sooooooo bad. I even got up to leave the theater, b/c I looked at Corey, then at Jason and I felt I was never going get anywhere and Corey would always weasel his way in and I just couldnt take it. He is always there the proverbial 3rd wheel. Hating me and expecting me to pretend to like him. I was seething. I came back though. it wouldve been nice if Jase wouldve came out to get me but he didnt, I got my crying out of the way and collected myself (By the way Anger Management SUCKED...except for very few jokes..in general I didnt like it)....And I was cold so I moved back to Jason...(I had moved a seat away from him) And then Jason went to get some food and then I saw Corey go after he did and I was tempted to go out there too but I wanted to stick Corey in his smug little face so I pulled all my restraint together and stayed put. Then Corey came back grinning at me...and I wanted to fuck his whole day up....and then Jason touched my arm and then I decided I didnt wanna be mad at him b/c he didnt do anything except allow Corey near me (eww) and then Corey would further win, and I love him...So then we made up and kissed and cuddled and he kept saying I love you and stuff...Then after the movie we went to the Mall and I got earrings to match my dress and I acted like Corey was the plague b/c quite frankly, he is. And then we went to Wendy's (in my mind I threw Corey in the fryer...lol) And then we went and brought Bubba home (Bubba has changed, he isnt as comfortable to be around and I dont get it) And then we went to our spot but didnt have sex just cuddled b/c sometimes even nymphos need breaks 2..lol. And then I got Taco bell for dinner for me and my bros and went home. I cry a little every time Jase leaves it makes me really sad. Then I ended up talking to Corey online and quite frankly it felt fucking fabulous to tell him off. He is fucking his friendship up with Jason b/c of all the dumb shit he does. I havent been too nice either. But I never got a "I'm sorry for calling you a bitch" and that pisses me off. I am not too bad until someone crosses my path and that fucker seriously had crossed my path. He made up shit to Jason and I think he is either gay or jealous...I dunno. I should make peace with him but I dont like him. B/C he was fake to me for so long. Oh well. I could go on and on about my hatred for Corey. I love Jason though he reassured me he loves me and that Corey wont mess that up...
*fRidAy* Painted a picture and got Madonna's new cd. Hot shit. I love my Moulin Rouge Sdtk and somehow I lost it....URGH! My mom is at the store buying me stuff b/c she feels bad for telling me off, a simple I'm sorry would work but she doesnt get it. Oh well. However she gave me a paper last night for birth control..I dunno what the deal is with her, is she suspicious??? or just precautious??? Hmm...I dunno. Well ttyl. Sign the gb.
I loooooooooooooooooooooove my sexay Jasers