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Ricky: It was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing. And there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it, right? And this bag was just... dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. That's the day I realized that there was this entire life behind things, and this incredibly benevolent force that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know. But it helps me remember...I need to remember. (distant) Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it...and my heart is going to cave in.
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And I woke up again, today everything was so beautiful calling to me, telling me to look closer. So I did, first thing I realized was, things mever change, they are always the same, dont try to fool urself about it. I just am really mellowed and chilled these days, and it's not too bad being basically drama free....I should catch you up on everything shouldn't I faithful reader..Here we go..
I was supposed to get my car back and then they told me they ordered the wrong part, extremely frustrating man. It's like how do u mess up getting a battery guard not to mention they put a hole in my tire, these people are completely imcompetent...Oh well I get a tiburon soon neways so I dont give a fuck about the elantra.
Get this, I gotta change my career pathway b/c I might fail geometry..what bullshit. and yesterday I went to Mrs. Lyons about making up my days and I told her I had 7 hours in all and she was like that is a bunch of bull, I hate her sooooo fuckin much!
This week I was bitchy to everyone b/c I've been stressed to death about all my graduation credits and shit. That is so aggrevating know b/c of one credit I might not graduate. So since I'll be switching my pathway it'll be ok I hope.
Today Alysha pissed Summer off, they were playing and like Alysha popped her in the head and Summer got pissed b/c like I dunno why, but she got pissed but Summer is "talking" to some guy in a band or something. She is getting right drunk 2night lol. I need to go party.
Actually I need to get some ass from my bitch *lol(in the words of yucky)* I doooooooooooo ever since I saw his sexy ass in the shower prom night with water glistening off his body, dripping off and his hair all wild and sexy and that little boy devilish charm...I have been wanting to jump his bones all week it is making me crazy.....And then he does this sexy voice thing and I want to tackle him to a table and ravenge him....Hmmmmmmmmmmm........god I need to be with him right now man....Oh and I cant wait to take pictures...we were talking about it and he wants one of me going down on him, I want one of him going down on me, and then we will take some other pics. I think it is really sexy to think about him going down on me, also there is this thing I heard about where a guy traces the letters of the alphabet on ur clit when he is going down on u....I'd like to have him try that. He even said going down on me is a turn on for him, which is sexy as all hell. Oh I miss him soooo very much.
Well let's see...Joyers just called and wants to partay sum with Ber. I might just go get mah drinkie drinkie on!!!!!!!! Holla!