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Neo: I know you're out there. I can feel you now. I know that you're afraid. You're afraid of us. You're afraid of change. I don't know the future. I didn't come here to tell you how this is going to end. I came here to tell you how it's going to begin. I'm going to hang up this phone, and then I'm going to show these people what you don't want them to see. I'm going to show them a world without you. A world without rules and controls, without borders or boundaries. A world where anything is possible. Where we go from there is a choice I leave to you.
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Well just a few precious days until Matrix Reloaded comes out so I felt it appropriate to put a line of Neo's in as my quote of the day. Works for me...
Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers who might be reading this...
I felt bad for my mom today. I was the only one out of 3 children to say Happy Mother's Day to her. That really frustrates me. How can my brothers be so selfish...Last night Justin got all pissed b/c my mom gave him money to go the fair and he spent it all on games so he acted pissed when he had to dip into his personal cash. But really if you think about it....It was his fault, fair and carnival games are rip offs...So he should get over it. And then the little prick didnt have the decency to say Happy Mother's Day and then he didnt wanna talk to my dad on the phone (mind you my Dad is in Beiruit...phone calls are far and few between)....He is growing up into a big dissapointment, and that is just in my eyes, I feel bad for my folks, I wonder if they think it is their fault. It really isnt though...I think some people are just born to be greedy, self absorbed assholes. And unfortunately, my brother happens to be one of them. And then Kyle gave her a card, but only b/c I went into his room and told him how fucked up it was that he couldnt fucking be decent to mom today...I am just really dissappointed...I just guess it is b/c the first thing I said to my mom this morning was Happy Mother's Day and I love you...It's just ridiculous. Justin spent the whole day pitching a fit b/c he wanted to go to the fair...it was really embarrassing. I am just ashamed sometimes b/c I have to be related to that....You'd think he'd grow up but no such deal...he isnt growing up he's just growing more and more immature every year.
Last Night was nice b/c it was just me and Mom at home, and she was nice to me and didnt yell. That sounds like a stupid thing to be happy about. But my mom consumes 3/4ths of a day to yelling at somebody, something....so when she isnt it's really really nice. She made a good dinner for once, and we ate in front of the tv. So many people take that for granted but in my house dinner is almost always an arguement and a fight waiting to happen and usually she burns food or cooks the same type of thing cuz my bros are picky...last night she was chilled out UNTIL Justin and Kyle came home having blown over $70 dollars between the 2 of them in 5 hours....
OH WELL....
I then got to talk to Jason...his cell battery resurrected itself just long enough to let me hear his sexy voice. I miss him sooo much. It puts me in a total depression state when I dont get to see him, like I am only really happy when I am with him. he is sooo much to me. Sucks that he cant be here 24/7 *lol* I guess the thing I am most proud of is the fact that we actually can make a long distance relationship work....Not many people can do that...it makes me proud..
Well I'll holla at cha lata...sign the gb