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ur mom
Sometimes, just sometimes sorry isnt going to be enough...
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I hate everybody in my life these days they're all hypocrites and as far as I am concerned I want nothing to do with them. Wanna hear about my weekend???
*FRiDaY* I was sick all week and had a fuse about as short as could be. Then my mom started with me. I was sitting at the kitchen table listening to her bitch as usual....and then she slapped me in my face. And I was fed up of that shit so I told her if she fucking did it one more time I was going to hit her back. So she did...I gave her the back slap from hell and then said I was calling the cops. I took the phone and ran into my room and then she ran into my room trying to get the phone from me. So we fought over the phone and I ran away from her and then she pulled my hair so I put her in a chokehold. After that she got free from me and stuck me in my face and then I threw a punch back at her...I jumped on her and there was a big scrap...We then started yelling and then she told me to leave her house. So I called Jason and said come and get me and then I had a pen in my hand and she started with me so I chased her around with it and wouldve stabbed her...and then Jason said he'd come and get me. She got really pissed I was gonna leave. So she called my Dad in Beiruit. After an hour of back and forth bitching on the phone, I started packing my stuff to go. And then like I told her I was leaving, she said no you're not and then went after me again. This time my brother was nearby and she came after me and I kicked her and sent her flying back and then she went to chase after me and my brother picked me up and slammed me down. Then I said fuck it and took my stuff outside and waited for Jason. Then she wouldnt let it die...she came out and took my purse from me...so I chased her in the house and took it back. Then she tried to push me off my porch steps. If I wouldnt have caught the railing, I wouldve been introduced to pavement. Then I ran after her and she slammed the door and I started kicking the shit out of it. And the phone rang, it was Jason he was almost there. I said ok and then she chased me back outside and then tackled me to the fence. We started throwing punches and then again my brother came out and tried to stop me from killing her ass and he hooked my arms behind my back and swung me around. She went inside and then Jason showed up and I got into the van. I was crying and stuff cuz my bitch mom japped my ass and my nose felt like it was broken in 2. I was really scared b/c I have never just left my house before and all. Well the ride there was pretty quiet and once we got to Goldsboro, Jason and I went to get a movie at Blockbuster and honestly, it felt like my problems were gone...we went back and put my stuff up and then went to the basement and chilled with his brother. After his brother went upstairs we watched this creepy movie called Speck. And then we ended up having sex, I was in a fucked up emotional state and being close to him made me feel better. We tried the spoons position and it felt really good....it was crazy though going at it on couch in his basement...Then after that we watched the movie and went upstairs. We took our showers, and after mine he knocked on the door and we messed around a little bit. Then we went in his room and ended up having sex on his bed...then he did something very sexy he went down on me hee hee...then we went sleepy
*SaTurdaY* I woke up and went to his room b/c I just dont like being alone. And then we cuddled and got dressed up and went to return a game at blockbuster and then he showed me around Goldsboro. We went to McDonald's and then drove around. I saw his school and stuff. That place seems like a small town, one where everyone knows everyone's business. Then we came back and went into his room and were about to have sex when his mom came upstairs...I threw my pants on and then tossed my panties across the room lol... then we did and again very nice...I love him sooo much. after that we played video games with his brother and then went upstairs and watched tv...after that we ate dinner and then went to get his kitty some food. We came back and went upstairs and fell asleep until like 2 am and then we woke up and went to sleep. I loved sleeping beside him, he is so sweet and cuddly to me.....
*SuNdAy* I woke up and again went into his room (I luv being beside him) and then like we ate breakfast and then took our showers and then we cuddled and played video games...we went upstairs and I saw one of his dirty magazines and he got so turned on by me looking at it we went at it on his bed....I've never seen him so wound up in my life...After that we chilled around the house and then I went home and he had to stay b/c of the rain. I was glad I love him so much. We watched Fear Dot Com and chilled at Corey's. Me and KC laughed at them wrestling. I went home and ignored my mom.
*MoNDaY* Just came back from Jase leaving. I already miss him. My mom is trying to be nice to me b/c I have a black eye and stuff. Oh well I cant help but hate her right now. Well 12 more days til I am a senior...YESSSSSSSSS and I get my y/b tomorrow. I like every pic of me except for my class one. I never take a good yb pic....URGH! Oh well ttyl. Oh yeah Jase and I had sex in his car, I think we created a new position lol...